Oh no, not again...

I had a bad déja-vu the other day. I already knew this happened before or at least recognized the feeling. I started to wonder if it had to do with the situation. Right then I realized it was the same thing, or almost exactly. I mean understanding a déja-vu can be even more overwhelming than experiencing it, though it's hard to explain.
The other thing was with the two books I've been reading for a few weeks now. Though they're about completely different things, as for the stories, the essence - practically writing itself - is the same. And it came out so sharply, almost demanding, in the parts where I got to recently, in both books, it was a shock.

There was also a part in one of the books which I prefer now, where the hero - who's actually a poet - sees his main character in a mirror. Then later he reads about what if such a character would see the writer... My déja-vu felt a bit like that.

 

Today I had a déja-vu again with the very same person who "caused" this a few days ago, too, maybe only by coming close to me, and asking me about something that then pulled the trigger. Even though I had a vaguely uncomfortable feeling before that, suddenly appearing and then growing inside me. Only couldn't decide what was it about. And there's something about this person that I really can't stand, though I just think of it as something that is "his" problem, and makes him act like that.